Today, gonna go out early with Daddy&Mummy to 扫墓. &it will be my first time seeing my grandmother(maternal side) & grandfather(paternal side). Fyi, paternal side grandma is STILL ALIVE and maternal side grandpa has also passed away, but Mummy will not be going there. Think its too far away/her siblings had alrdy went there alrdy. Didnt see them even once since young but my sister did. Didnt get the chance to talk, see or play wih my grandmother/grandfather before. Was kinda sad. Asked Mummy if grandma has carried me in her arms before. Mummy was not very sure. Suddenly, i miss my grandmother&grandfather. I only saw her in photos. Her frail and ashen look. But Mummy says both grandma&grandpa were very healthy. I cant wait for morning to come. Heck with the warm weather. I want to be there no matter what.