Looks like Year 2 ain't a very smooth year for me.
Workload had been increasing ever since the start of school, and i'm rather apprehensive if I can reach the target I've set this year.
Because of the never-ending workload, I've been sacrificing my sleep, and going to school half-alive.
I just feel I'd overestimated my abilities.

Mood's been very cranky, and I get irritated easily.(Very easily!)
Just a little error/mistake/wrongdoing/noise.
Anything.
I will just get frustrated and irritated.

Worst of all, I lost something so dear and important to me.
That's the earring babyboy gave me as Valentines' present.
Had been crying over it for the past 2 days.
&till now, I still can't get over it.
Didn't manage to find it, and i'm super affected.
(as i'm typing this, my vision blurred. I teared)

Many things had arise, and i'm sick and tired of changes.
I'm starting to feel weak.
Things are not going the way I wish it would be.
Tired of everything.
Maybe I over-stressed myself?

I want something to cheer me up.
Babyboy had done his part.
He is my happy pill.
But I want to do something to cheer myself up.
Be it indulging in icecream, or just a short stroll in the park.
Just a day out, without having to worry about anything, alone.
Too many things are happening in my life.
I'm not as strong as I thought I was, to settle my own problems.

Suddenly, my keyboard is wet.
Looking at my hands, its wet too.
I just tear-ed, again.